Let It Stay A Lovely Song

Singapore Singapore

2011-06-08T09:27:00.001-07:00

SINGAPORE! WHY YOU TAKE HIM AWAY!!

Leave it This way!

2011-06-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

I MAY NOT BE THE MOST FREQUENT BLOGGER IN THE WORLD

I MAY NOT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE SOMETIMES

I MAY NOT KNOW WHERE TO GO OR WHAT TO EAT

BUT I KNOW ONE THING

I KNOW THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO FINISH THIS POST

XOX!

Thought So :'(

2011-02-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

Today is that very day, where I knew what was a

ctually coming ahead of me :'(

Honestly i've already expected all these things to happen.

Undefine

d ;

Its my finaly year of school..... ..

Everyone is stressing about their own stuff and me?

Well here's bout it..

This year.. wait! i know its really late to talk about "this year"

but who cares? p

sssh

This year! AGAIN.. LOL

I am in the same class.. well after missing a week of finals and everything.. i had to stay here.

Appointed Asst.Class Monitor.. and Vice President of Choir this year!

This was exactly wh

at I really hop

ed for to happen :(

Choir
Homework
Study Study Study!
what else is next? Better things for US :)

So far... everything had seemed like NO

THING IS WORKING OUT GREAT!

speaking of some things..

This year! is my GrAde 5 piano exa

m . .. gosh! i'm scared!

:'(

Not to mention, that this year is also!

OUR 2nd ANNIVERSARY!! :)

lOVE Him :)

Whats next? yes!

Stuff thats happening in Choir now is going from bazaaar to histarical! :(

i mean... its just a few of us doing stuff and all

its really sad! :(

Hope it goes on well though :(

Well... after all the awesome stuff last year.. the last was Christmas and all..

Celebrating Babie's Birthday :)

hehehe

i wore this :) LOL

My top from Dotti and leggings :)

very very comfy! haha

OMG! WHERE IS MY FON!

WAIT! BRB!

yay! found it.. well yeah

and where was I?? *scrolling up*

aaaaah...

EVERYTHING! its just a mess la...

dun wanna talk anymore...

:'( sob sob

byeeee

thankyouverymuch

Its Time

2011-02-08T04:59:00.000-08:00

Its time... to change everything!

STARTING WITH A WHOLE NEW BLOG !

Happy NEW year :)

2010-12-31T10:57:00.000-08:00

This is MY new year 2011 :) with you!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

We'll its obviously NEw yeaR.. :)

roger that.. and its been a whole great experience with everyone...

Concerts...parties..buddies..family functions and school :)

more or less time with my darling was nothing to beat more than ever!

basically its NO MORE SWEET 16 ;(

thats over... now we have more things to deal with..

SPM is ahead our feet and more things are up in our minds....

CHOIR .....

SCHOOL....

and SHIT! :)

we'll i'm lazt\y to continue Blogging... ( i told Sofea ) LOL

so i'l be back again... maybe tomoro or something...

XOXO

What is it going to be?

2010-10-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

Its like we have nothing in common anymore! :(

I feel so different when i'm with you

2010-09-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

If you love someone, would you really tell him how you feel inside?
how you feel so deeply inlove when you're with him? really?
THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW!
or whenever i' m with you baby!

Especially at Karaoke...
yesterday..
doing what we usually do in jusco, Eat together... Arcade! and walking around
this time we tried something extraordinary
GreenBox- KAraoke :)

we had this room NO# 30
at the corner
ate chips and drank Coke and Sprite.. :D
sat on the couches like as if we were at home.. like small kids :D
hahahaha it was memorable B!

we sang so many songs
lemme see if i remember... hmmm

Airplanes
I like it
World Behind my wall
brick by boring brick
Down
Shut it down
Telephone
Alejandro
Waka Waka!!! (LOL)

I sang "Only Exception" to you...
You sang "One Love" to me

and We both sang "I dont wana miss a thing" together...

yeah, there were sommore.. but i cant remember now...
it was only like 2 1/2 hours man...
next time MORE!
we should go earlier...
no time to take pictures...
yeah! :D

on the other hand.. i thought of it to be really romantic...
just me and him...
:D

he tried to take pictures of mee... but tak nampak!
cuz too dark in there.. LOL

yeah yeah.. well.. God knows when i can see him again huh?! LOL

eniways... on the other side of my side...
Sofea and Luqmannul went out same place too
but not Karaoke laaa

they had their own fun
Pretty sure she misses him too... as much as i miss Evinder :)
right Soph?!

LOL

thats it folks?!
i'll be back!

Happy Raya 2010

2010-09-16T07:26:00.000-07:00

So, Its Raya NOW...

ERMM... went visiting to Uncle Noel's place somewhere near Ulu Langat
apparently he bought this new bungalow so we went over

yeah then... reached.. the house was Massive
it was very nice..
he Food... i tolong panaskan and my mom tooo, he had all this disco lights out side.. LOL and his home theater was really outstanding... :D

In his house, there were like lotsa cool stuff...
This Giant Grandfather's clock (AS ABOVE)
this old Record Player... (as picture above the ABOVE one..)

and he has all this... fountains in his house... really cool :D
hahahaha
so i had fun.. as of Raya.. :D
Happy Raya everyone..

2010-09-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

ITS EASY TO CHANGE SOMETHING...OR EVERYTHING
BUT NOT THE PERSON DOING IT, OR YOURSELF !

2010-09-07T08:52:00.001-07:00

JUST TAKE SOME TIME
YOU'LL NEED ALL YOU CAN GET

Sugar were Going down swinging

2010-09-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

Whisper into my ears baby, and tell me how much you love me!
Its was then, the time 've waited for since like... LETS SEE... one month ago since i last saw your face!

Just me and you OUT together!
HEEHEE
well... i decided to out on mym dress.... white and black.. and u wore the shirt i got you!
:)

met at the cinema area... you wanted to watch CATS AND DOGS! and i wanted PIRANA! :D
WOO HOO!

so we watched both (baby belanja)
hahaha
12.00 pm till 1.35 pm (pirana)
after that, Lunch at McD! (baby belanja again)
erm erm

2.10pm... next movie!
MAKANAN SPICY CHICKEN BURGER! hahahaha
it was bloody hot kayh B! :)

then then.... I JUST FELL IN LOVE WIF OUT SEAT
i wont say where...then people CURI!
but it was the most amazing time at the theater since i cant remember when was the awesomest!
OMG!
you chose the seats baby!
LOL

looovedddd it!
WOAH!
then then i makanan french fries... actually we ate together...(LOL ;) )

yeah... after that
pergi Arcade (I belanja)
DAYTONA! and and.. come other racing thing... which was FUN! :D

hahaha
met soph and her mum for awhile...
she followed us JALAN-JALAN... then me and baby went to get our EARS PIERCED together!
HAHAHAHAHA
damn funnay man!

then checked out Converse and Body Glove...
B, looked bored but me and soph! ENJOYING!
:)

then then...
she went wif her mum after like 30 mins or something
then Baby and me went to SECRET RECIPE!
we ate CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE AND TWO HOT CHOCOLATE DRINKS!

:D
then picture timeee!
we went to the roof-top!
IT WAS AWESOME.... so much fun, cuz it was raining. and no one was there!
*pictures....pictures....pictures.....*

mushi mushi stuffs and yeah tats it man

TIME JUST PASSED SO DAMN FAST!
6 HOURS AND 30 MINS (approximately)

i'm sure missing him so darn much!
WAITING FOR HIM TO CALL
but he wont call
so i must call

GTG!

I am Sonnie Asher Brooke

2010-08-22T02:04:00.000-07:00

I am Sonnie Asher Brooke Kaulitz
And this is my story!

The fate in my life desires alot of incomings and outgoings
Things like wanting to LOVE more than I do
but not being able to

to show my numbers... coming in and out of my wallet
when, why cant they stay in there forever!
eventhough i buy EVERYTHING!

being able to make it up to myself in my goals...
CHALLENGE everything!
just go to the STUDIO SING MY HEART OUT!
DANCE ACADEMY! if i could
HAVE A WHITE PURE GRAND PIANO waiting for me every morning... just to play my piece thats calling to jump out!

or maybe just wanting to relax myself...
being alone!
JUST ME AND MY HEART!

sitting infront of the computer all the time
makes me realize what I can do

its not as easy as I plan!
FINISH 4 CHAPTERS OF
ADDMATHS, ACCOUNTS AND ECONOMICS IN LIKE 3 weeks! highly impossible!
but right now...

THANKS ALOT!
for making my life more miserable!
it really helps when you lose something you cherish the most
then again!
ITS HARD TO FULFILL ALL YOUR NEEDS IN LIFE

eventhough, at some point you just may Die... right?

Something I would Dream

2010-08-20T23:12:00.000-07:00

If anyone asks me,
"Sonia, what would be THE SOMETHING that you would dream of doing!
I would say
My dream is to be an awesome Musician and singer
go all around the world... singing my HEART out!

but, another something that i would really dream of is
DANCING!

DANCING!!!

I love to dance...
one thing that no one knows about me is that...
I dance all the time

IN MY ROOM!
PARTY'S... everything!
I JUST LOVE TO DANCE
its all about feeling the music!
not about destroying the BEAUTY OF DANCING!!!!

one day... i hope I could dance... like THESE GUYS!
=

2010-08-18T00:28:00.000-07:00

I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU MADE ME DO IT
BUT, I JUST THINK ITS NOT RIGHT!
YOU MADE ME NOT HAVE A CHOICE!
I HOPE YOU THINK AGAIN ABOUT WHAT YOU TOLD ME!

2010-08-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

I'm Sorry For All The Pain, I really Didn't Mean it Darling

Something Strange Happened

2010-08-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

Today, i woke up in the morning thinking everything will be ok
Came back from school still thinking the same
Until i logged onto Facebook

something strange just came up to my mind...
I cried like nuts the moment I saw it.. everything..
Since then i knew...
I have to do whats right?
trust me Darling... i'll always remember you... everything..
I do love you! alot... your my Bestie.. :)
trust me when i DO THINGS KAYH?! love you
but one things for sure... its really...

GONNA BE HARD TO SAY GOODBYE!
I have my own boyfriend... its unfair to him that I'm doing all this..
God's shown me a way!
i'm taking it...
love you!

Before The Worst

2010-08-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

Before the worst
and before its too late, things, we, gotta make it change.
I'd never wanna lose you, i'l do whatever it takes.

Its like a dream that your heart makes
Fairytales and Fables
nothing ever happens the way you plan it, even your own heart may go wrong.

But one thing's for sure..
NEVER LET GO OF WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE!
cuz once you do, it may be really hard to get it back.

Dreams Do Come True

2010-08-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

you mean the world to me

2010-08-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

Its been a year, 6 months and a few days.

i cant get over the fact that i'm still with you
the longest relationship yet, the best

Evinder Singh,
you're the most special thing in my heart
nothing or no one else can ever love me the way you do
I just love you baby, i wouldnt mind saying it a hundred times..
I LOVE YOU!

even if, i may have looked at other guys, close to other guys
love them as my best friend.. or something like that
Trust me, only God knows how much more i love you

sometimes, we fight, things get so bad till " you know what"
we both may not know what to do or what to say right baby?
but in the end ( you know what ) ahaha and like, everything is just OK!

i know how much you dont like me talking to Roshan, Melvin, Sharveen Kishan!
i know baby, i wouldn like you to be close to any other girl
but, sometimes its hard to make guys understand
But, baby! you should understand

NO MATTER HOW CLOSE I AM TO ANYONE!
you're the closest to my heart kayh?
i love you so much!

looking at my future with you!
its like an awesome image!
THAT DAY BABY!, last week when you told me
once you get your car license, n buy a bike or car or something
you'l take me to this Awesome Restaurant that u noe...
and take me out... go Jusco...
take me to the beach, maybe wif my family during the holidays!
OH MY BLOODY GOSH!
did you even noe how excited i was b?! heeheee
i can't wait!

memories baby... nothing ever fades....
everything!
JUST SO FREAKING AMAZING!
every moment i spend with you
thinking bout whenever you lye on me, and i'l play wif your hair...
when we kiss...
awwwh! so beautiful baby.... simply perfect!
wish you were here....
My Evinder Singh
My Darling
My Baby, forever and ever!

and remember out promise baby?
KEEP IT!
we'll NEVER EVER BE APART!
eventhough.... something bad happens....
trust me... no other guy can match WHAT YOU ARE INSIDE AND OUT!
no one baby! no one!
I love YOU eVIDNER sINGH!

mwah!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

more food for me

2010-08-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Puasa, wishing all my beloved Malay fasting people :)

ermm... this means more food for me!
and that means Ramadan Bazaar

so today, i saw Evinder, he gave me back my camera, finally LOL
and yeah we hung out near my house for awhile
then i went back home
I called him, my mom was like who you talking to , i didn say enithing.

So i asked my mom whether we can go to the Ramadan Bazaar, cuz Evinder is there....
hehe, she was like "gimme the phone, i wann talk to him"
they were talking, and my mom said, "evinder, i have to shower then we'l come"

I WAS LIKE! WOAH! AWESOME SHIT MAN!

so we went there, and i saw him
he came said hey to my mom, grandma, sister and aunty!
HE WAS SO SHY MAN! seriously... baby! baby!
we walked at the back, and at one point we were standing so far
my momwas like "why ya'l standing so far, nonsense man!"
and i was like, OWH OKAY?! awkward much

then mummy bought us LIMAU AIS! i shared with him
it wasnt long, just like 30 mins or something.
but i loved it!

PS: shayna was shy, she told me she didn't talk to Evinder cuz she dun wanna disturb us! HAHAHA so freaking cute man! ")

xoxo
LOVE MY BABY!

Darling I Swear I do

2010-08-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

Baby, I wrote you this song, to show you how freaking much you mean to me.
I hope you like it, (since you dont read my Blog)
i'l say that, if i manage to organize your birthday in December!
i'l sing for you kayh?!
I LOVE YOU BABY
forever mine, always and never apart! NEVER!

Darling I Swear I Do

(Verse One)
Somehow I dream that I would find you
something perfect
to keep my life going on

one day, I know i'll go around and when I get lost
The beat of my heart will make a sound
and you will feel the same
Riding, on the bike in the evening,
I catch you bloody well speeding
Our eyes had met, and I think our hearts had too

(Bridge)

Baby lets try calling
Tomorrow i'll come to you even though its boring
Just both of us all alone together

(Chorus)

Honey Sweet, Cherry Pie
baby sing me a lullaby
Cause when i hear your voice
i feel like i'm flying to heaven
even if you would scold me and i would cry
you keep saying baby I Love You
and please do try

I'l give you a hug and a kiss
to show you how much I do
Darling, I swear I Love You...

(Verse Two)
At 12 o'clock midnight, everyday
even though you're sleeping, i'll make your day
honey, just give me awhile i got something to say to you

I wait, later you tell me you lost your way
and i get all panicked! with nothing to say
You said i'm lost in your heart baby, I cant find my way to your soul

Just let me, shed a tear or two,
i'm so madly in love with you,
We're together for a year and a half
you make me think bout the days when we made out at last
its just one night only that i needed you in my arms

(Bridge)
we kissed in the rain
that night at the park
holding hands, talk in the dark
staring at the stars, out first dance at my party
Oh Baby!!

(REPEAT CHORUS)

sometimes i dream about our wedding
i don't want anybody else to put me that ring
its our promise, in September, did you remember?!

(Repeat Chorus)

forever i'l love you my baby
i'l never leave you my baby
my one and only baby
i swear, I Love You!

Dedicated to My Evinder Singh

time: apprx 9.34 pm

Oh hear the angel voices...

2010-07-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

Right now... I can't wait for Christmas...
wanna sing Oh Holy Night... ( cover ) omgosh! exciting...
:)
Fall on your knees!!!! oh hear the angel voices!!!!
awwwwh, like everything is so damn perfect during Christmas....

hahaha
people reading this must think i'm some kind of IDIOT!
christmas is in like... ermm APPROXIMATELY 4 MONTHS!
omgg

hahahaha
its not long man...
Finals is in ..... 2 1/2 months... then yeah... everything will be awesome till HOLIDAYS END actually...

then the next thing i GOTTA WORRY bout is SPM! hahahaha
geeeesh!

aite then
done..

see yahhh...
xoxo

Schrei ! ! !

2010-07-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

THings ThAT i NeeD To DO FoR tOKiO hOTeL at WorLDStaGe ! !

win Meet and Greet passes for Berneh and myself
paint nails black wif the Tokio Hotel designs that I tried last week
find some skirt
Black tank top!
eyeliner! and one refil!
another eyeliner for Body Art... (there)
sun glasses (in the car)
iPod
Phone
CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHOCOLATES AND SNACKS for the car
wearing my Converse! or my flip flops
i think i'l wear Converse
Emo looking things...
necklace
ear-rings
COMPACT pWd
BIG BRACELETS!
maybe, my dad's glasses... (LOL)
Bernie
Roshan
Sofea
maybeee Baby will be there (i hope soooo)
ready tissues! incase me and bernie start crying ( obviously will )
TRY WINNING MEET & GREET passes
shout for tom
shout for Bill
Shout For tOkio Hotel!!!!!!
most inportant! memorize their SONGS!
owh and... prepare for Katy Perry toohhh....
bunkface
*wonder "nobody"lala"girls* lol

fall on your knees

2010-07-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

Maybe its time, that I would kneel down on my knees to say a prayer
something out short
but yet, shouted into the Heart of God
to tell him, How Much I Love You God!
sorry for all the things that i've done wrong
so many things, that I am scared to let out at Confession
i dun have the strength to do that
well God, please/ take care of my family..

Mum, Dad , Shayna, Grandma... aunties and uncles... cousins!!!

SOFEA EVINDER ESTHER FRANCISCA BERNIE

NATASHA RACHELLE ELYSIA AMREETA JEN LEE ROSHAN ANIL

give them Love.... everything they need to get wat they want in Life Lord, give them!
they voice of angels, the hearts of Gold.. mind of wisdom!
like how you want every mankind to turn into! give them
and everyone else in this World!
full od hate! and sorrow...

Let The End Of The World be Their Last Breath that they would cherish in peace
Amen

What can't you live without in this Global Worming Planet?

2010-07-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

things of new and old....

2010-07-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

Things that I yet Own, yet To Prosper
Over all Eternity

Live your life peacefull, not like as if, things you want just come your way
like getting married or a break up that you never knew would come

Think of it as if there is just a few more steps into making it easier

Mini Skirts, Tank Tops stay on you forever until you take em out, just like your heart which never stops beating until you make it stop believing

Its like a current cell which, stop without battery, your life which still goes on with 100% faith and love

Redemption Revenge Reconciliation
things that you want, there and then, you gotta work for it...
no gain without pain

Wild attitude and everything crazy, enjoying wat you can live for, just a few years more

Its a lifetime chance to own something cool, trigger to your feelings
in life, there is everything more to that

Your first Prom Dress, that would you preferably feel like a princess for that day

Good music lasting you weeks and weeks non-stop without repeating the same mistake that you may have done!

Never think of repeating what you think would have come your way again
Never think of saying the truth in gain of hiding a lie within

its the less fortunate society that gains more indulgence than you
sometimes... think twice before even thinking of making a move

think again
once you've taken the first step!
have the courage to speak up, for whats right in your own self!

Love with all your heart
Remember what your soul looks up to

for you may never know
what comes next

Its The Calling
of God

~ sonnie asher signing out ~

the inportance of Google

2010-07-18T07:54:00.001-07:00

The outmost beautiful Bill Kaulitz

The most gorgeous Tom Kaulitz and bass guitarist Georg Listing!

A little bit to share with you guys... bout Tokio Hotel!

Tokio Hotel is a German alternative rock band. It was founded in Magdeburg (Germany) during 2001 by singer Bill Kaulitz, guitarist Tom Kaulitz, drummer Gustav Schäfer and bassist Georg Listing.^[4] The quartet have scored four number one singles and have released three number one albums in their native country, selling nearly 5 million CDs and DVDs there.^[5] After recording an unreleased demo-CD under the name "Devilish" and having their contract with Sony BMG Germany terminated, the band released their first German-language album, Schrei, as Tokio Hotel on Universal Music Germany in 2005. Schrei sold more than half a million copies worldwide^[6] and spawned four top five singles in both Germany and Austria. In 2007, the band released their second German album Zimmer 483 and their first English album Scream which have combined album sales of over one million copies worldwide and helped win the band their first MTV Europe Music Award for Best InterAct. The former, Zimmer 483, spawned three top five singles in Germany while the latter, Scream, spawned two singles that reached the top twenty in new territories such as France, Portugal, Spain and Italy. In September 2008, they won in the US their first MTV Video Music Award for Best New Artist. In October 2008, they won four awards including Best International Artist and Song of the year at Los Premios MTV Latinoamérica held in Mexico. Tokio Hotel became the first German band ever to win an award at the MTV VMAs and also at the MTV Latin America Awards. They also picked up the Headliner award at the MTV Europe Music Awards 2008 held in Liverpool on 6 November 2008 and the Award for Best Group on 5 November 2009 at the MTV Europe Music Award held in Berlin.
Their first single, "Durch den Monsun" ("Through the Monsoon"), quickly rose in the charts, appearing on the German official Media Control single chart at #15 on 20 August 2005 and eventually reaching #1 on 26 August 2005; it also reached #1 on the Austrian singles chart. Their second single, "Schrei" ("Scream"), climbed to the #5 position in the German charts. These two songs were written by singer Bill Kaulitz together with their group of producers Peter Hoffmann, David Jost, Pat Benzer and Dave Roth. Their debut album, Schrei, was released on 19 September 2005, which the International Federation of the Phonographic Industry – Germany later awarded a platinum certification for selling over 200,000 copies.^[10]^[11] In 2006, a third and fourth single, "Rette mich" ("Rescue Me") and "Der letzte Tag" ("The Final Day"), were released; both reached #1 as well. "Der letzte Tag" contained a B-side called "Wir schließen uns ein", which was also accompanied by a music video.

Tom Kaulitz

Tom Kaulitz was born on September 1, 1989 in Leipzig ten minutes before his identical twin brother, Bill. His old style of dressing, up until the middle of 2009, was baggy Hip-Hop clothes, with dreadlocks and large New Era hats, the only one of the band to do so. As of 2009 he got rid of his dreadlocks and replaced them with cornrows. He still sometimes will wear a hat, but very rarely, although he does sport a bandanna around his forehead. Since September 2007, Tom uses Gibson guitars and Mesa/Boogie Rectifier Heads with Mesa Boogie Rectifier 4x12 cabinets.^[34] He has stated his musical influences to be Aerosmith^[35] and German hip-hop such as Samy Deluxe.^[7]

Awards

2005

Category	Award	Date
Best Newcomer	Comet Awards (Germany)	6 October
Super Comet	Comet Awards (Germany)	6 October
Best Newcomer	Eins Live Krone	24 November
Best Pop National Act	Bambi Awards	1 December
Best Single	Golden Penguin (Austria)	...2005
Best Pop	Golden Penguin (Austria)	...2005
Rock Band 2005	Golden Penguin (Austria)	...2005

Tokio Hotel

Bill Kaulitz · Tom Kaulitz · Georg Listing · Gustav Schäfer

Albums

Studio	Schrei · Schrei - so laut du kannst · Zimmer 483 · Scream · Humanoid

Video	Leb die Sekunde - Behind the Scenes · Schrei - Live · Zimmer 483 – Live in Europe · Tokio Hotel TV – Caught on Camera · Humanoid City Live

Singles

"Durch den Monsun" · "Schrei" · "Rette mich" · "Der letzte Tag" · "Übers Ende der Welt" · "Spring nicht" · "Monsoon" · "Ready, Set, Go!" · "An deiner Seite (Ich bin da)" ·Scream" · "Don't Jump" · "Heilig" · "Automatisch" · "Automatic" · "World Behind My Wall" · "Lass uns laufen" · "Darkside of the Sun" "

Discography

its a quarter after 11

2010-07-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

Its time for imperio judging :)

List down all the Tokio Hotel songs!
then, line up in iTunes, the downloading varies
after that, listen to everything more than 5 times in a row
later on, download Lyrics
memorize!
GO FOR WORLDSTAGE!
PARTAYH MY ASS OFF
TOKIO HOTEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

automatic
world behind my wall
pain of love
forever now
noise
dark side of the sun
alien
phantomrider
zoom into me
humanoid
dogs unleashed
human connect to human
dont jump
ready set Go!
rescue me
monsoon!
love and death

Things are getting pretty well...

2010-07-18T04:40:00.001-07:00

Things are getting pretty well for me
right now
on Youtube.... its getting almost 20% great... hahaha
(its working out man)
seriously

ummm... right here
UPNEXT I have

Mesha's birthday, she wants me to perform
i was asked to sing

Your Call ~ Secondhand Serenade
maybe these three choices...
1. when i look at you
2. pyramid
3. hero ~ enrique iglesias

yeah

erm... and my aunts 50th Birthday Partayh...
Ian's mom... yeah
obviously there wil be something BIG going on!
yeap

there... my grandma was like
YOU GOTTA PERFORM something

:)
I was like... NO WAY
she wants me to dance
how i used to do in Form One...

hahahahaha
my mom was laughing man! seriously! LOL :)

ummm yeah
i'm gonna sing there

Kate Voegele ~ Hallelujah
Hero ~ Enrique Iglesias

yeap!
mum wants me to practice hard... everyone wanna see...
hahahahahahaha

hmmmm
well...
like I said

THINGS ARE WORKING OUT FOR ME!

and omgosh
did i mention.

myn uncle bought this new

GUITAR!!! for like 300 something
my German Uncle LOL (he was teaching me to speak German Accent) FUNNY MAN!

he says when he goes back to Germany
he'l gimmie his guitar!
its bloddy hell nice man
seriously... omgosh!

hahahaha
yeah

Going to see the Studio later!
chao!

i dreamed a dream

2010-07-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

that day, was so memoriable!
well... lets just say, it was another of the whole... 2009 thing going On

choir my darlings, choir!
we have all our member's here... umm we'll... the Alto's, Sop 2's and Sop 1's;

basically... everything is perfect!
our TEAM! our SONGS! maybe not the dicipline or the EffORt (that is 60% only)
WE'VE GOT EVERYTHING ELSE...

but, just that... somtimes...
we can't blame other people... for what happened...

Chan Hwa.. congradulations guys, for winning... AGAIN! (SHOCKINGLY) but one thing, i gotta say, you're Malay song was great! (thats why), and another thing, yur English song was like crap!

dun try that again, if u guys wanna win nationals... make sure the judge's... UNDERSTAND YOU! and not juz watch everything else... without understanding k... :) good job eniways..

yes! Girls! choir!
doesn't it mean so much to you guys?

OFCOURSE! this year our committee...
Jessamine, Tay Li Wern, Winnie, Yeoh Michelle, Denise, Leek Yin
they did so much for us... same as last year... JOYCIEEEEE! :)

we'll miss ya'll next year

like Joyce said... in the fb message...
eventhough the person in the team is new, old, or anything

GET OPINIONS OUT STARIGHT!
MAKE IT HAPEN! NATIONALS NEXT YEAR!
EVEYTHING SMOOTHLY!
NO QUITTERS! NO NO NO!
thats not what a team is called...

no matter what... we stay together
win together!
loose together!
sing together!
laugh together!
TEAM-MATES!...

compassion towards music, expression, face exposure!, dramatization,effort, determination, constant support
IS VERY INPORTANT!

AUDITIONS NEXT YEAR! DIFFERENT!
SONGS! DIFFERENT!
ACTIONS! SOLOISTS!
EVERYTHING DIFFERENT!

WE'L give them judge's SHOCKING news to talk bout when they announce thAt PUTERI GIRLS' TEAM 2011 is the most outstanding and extrodinary team.... yet to be seen!
IMPRESSIVE@

give it all we got!
take in all we can!
wif our seniors coming to visit next year! and everything put together as a team

eventhough we came in SECOND this time... last year too
its nothing man
its really good... it shows that we have 110% potential to do this...

SO WE GOTTA GIVE IT IN 200% more than usual!
think about it

do you guys really want it?
I do.... Francisca does..... everyone wants it!
and were gonna make it!

WE ARE! WE ARE! WE ARE!
CHOIR HYSTERIA!

love
Sonnie...

One More Dawn

2010-07-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

Well, as you all noe...
tomoro is the DAY!

choir :)
competition State Levels
at Port Dickson..

gotta be in school at like... OMGOSH! 5.15 am!
gotta wake up at like...
OMGOSH! 4.00 am

wow! gonna be a heavy day man seriously....
:)
its exciting... well WE'RE GONNA WIN IT

WE'RE ONE TEAM
WIN TOGETHER
LOOSE TOGETHER

but...
this time...
WE'RE GONNA KNOCK THEM DEAD! AYE! woot woot

love's

your... Head Voice Trainer, Sonnie!

xoxo

owh kayh... todayh

2010-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

today was really really awesome

watched Eclipse with Sofea, Evinder Baby, Farah and Akram (rite?)
B came early for the show... 1st time for THIS YEAR! hahah kidding kidding
mum lemme wear my Blue mini-skirt (shocking)
i had one foot painted black and the other left blank! shit
saw, AWKWARDness Queen in the TOILET! doin something awkward
I got a MASSIVE sore throat
baby! thanks to you... we both got sore throat... its cute (me likey) LOL
makanan KFC.. baby belanja
baby belanja ticket oso.... first time.... hahahaha LOL
toooook SOOOO MANY pictures wif evin Baybay..
saw my beautiful Body Glove tee shirt that i will soon buy
saw my beautiful Converse school bag... that i can never buy LOL
saw... many many people in JUSCO
saw our Penolong Kanan.... ( Puan J!)
saw Devinna and other frens in mph, popular, TOILET! , and everywhere else...hahaha
had a perfect conversation wif B, bout (llalalalalalalalalala) tsk tsk
my throat damn sakitannnnn
Theresa L>S>F... rest in peace...
saw the girls todayh... it was emotional.... :(
today was emotional.... but everythin has upside-downs... ;)

Another Day

2010-07-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

Right now its like Monday
school day actually
I didn't go... leg really swollen
erm... my neck still hurts

Later gotta cycle my way to the shop
wanna buy Webbie...

the cheapest one I can find :) haha
umm then like
go do some school things
really tired.... lazy
mayb I wont go...
omgosh...
Usher concert on Wednesday... OMGOSH!

hahaha
Worldstage is Coming Up

right now
i'm hungry
wanna have lunch..

brb
sonnie

2010-06-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

What is love NOT?

Possessiveness is not love
Jealousy is not love
Lust is not love
Fear is not love
Keeping people all to yourself is not love
Expecting something from someone is not love

Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way.

To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you. It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.

So, how does unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere. Relationships are like trying to put love into a box and keep it there, except love is infinitely sized, and the box is… well, there is no box large enough. And a normal, conventional marriage is quite possibly the worst possible way to show someone how much you love them.

Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It’s not bound by physical things, like blood relations and the desire to procreate. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny and/or lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.

In order to truly understand love, you must first forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else (including what I just said). You are the only person who can tell you what love is. The only reason I’m writing all this stuff is because people always try to fit “love” in with things like dating, relationships and marriage and all that. You can’t make any sense of it if you keep doing that. You have to get rid of everything you think you know first.

Ek Din Teri Rahoon

2010-06-30T02:08:00.000-07:00

Ek din ..Ek din teri raahon
Baahoon mein panaahon mein
Aungaa kho jaunga
Ek din tera ho jaunga (2)

Yeh dil to na keh saka yeh baatein
dil to na keh saka (2)

Tu jaane na tu
Chaahat meri kitni betaab hai (2)
Ho jo barso meri palkon mein tha
Tu wohi khwaab hai

Har ghadi har ghadi teri yaadoon mein
vaadon mein iradon mein
Aungaa kho jaunga
Ek din tera ho jaunga

Yeh dil to na keh yeh baatein
Dil to na keh saka (2)

Yeh Jhukti nazar
Jaane jigar hosh le jati hai (2)
Mein kaise kahon
Ek ajnabi dard dejati hai

Chupke se Chupke se teri neeedon mein
Khwaabon mein khayalon mein
Chaaunga Khojunga
Ek din tera ho jaunga

Ek din ..Ek din teri raahon
Baahoon mein panaahon mein
Aungaa khojaunga
Ek din tera ho jaunga

Yeh dil to na keh yeh baatein
dil to na keh saka (2)

2010-06-27T02:29:00.000-07:00

"Obsessed"
( dedicated to youh )

Why do I just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow I have things to do.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face,
So I try to read, but all I do is lose my place.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

I just had to call you up and say hello.
I know it's 3 AM.
And I saw you awhile ago.
But I still have this aching pain to hear your voice
To know your there
I don't seem to have any choice.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

Oh yeah.
I'm so sorry I just had to wake you up.
I feel so lonely by myself.
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is this something else?
Yeah.

Yeeah.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

Oooh yeah
But I do all the time, I want you all the time.
Am I obsessed with you?

2010-06-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

ON THE PHONE
WITH MY
L O V E

Everything Abour You Is Real

2010-06-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

MtV Worldstage 2010

TOKIO HOTEL
KATY PERRY
WONDER GIRLS
BUNKFACE

Date: 31st July 2010
Venue: Sunway Pyramid Surf Beach
Time: i'l be there early

well.... here's the thing... we gotta WIN tickets ( as usual )
so... on the web site.. you gotta catch JUNOIR (naked guy) and THE BEE (express win ticx)

its like... depending on yur luck

use internet EXPLORER only

Tokio Hotel
Bill , Tom , Gustav , Georg
( consist of 4 members )
one of the questions as... how many members are there... 4!!

California Girls!!!!

Wonder Girls

&

Bunkface

I really hope I'l win the tickets..
well basically everyone else wins after their 30 ++ attemps
some people just win outta LUCK in finding the correct PAGE

my luck is gonna be based on everything
Like they say on TWITTER BUZZ
VIEW BLOGS and things likee that... (from winners)
they practically let out the same thing... :)

so let it be;

no pain, no gain
no tickets, no /******* I GOTTA WIN!!!!

peace TH

2010-06-25T01:56:00.000-07:00

"Russian Roulette"

Uh, uh [sound of taking breath]

[Verse 1]
Take a breath,
Take it deep.
'Calm yourself', He says to me
If you play, you play for keeps.
Take the gun and count to three.
Im sweating now,
Moving slow,
No time to think. My turn to go

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So, just pull the trigger

[Verse 2]
Say a prayer to yourself
He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here - means he's never lost

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating.
No, You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test.
So, just pull my trigger

[Bridge]
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say good-bye
But its too late to think of the value of my life

[Hook]
And you can see my heart beating.
No, You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no
know that I must pass this test.
You can see my heart beating.
Oh, You can see it through my chest.
I'm terrified but I'm not leaving no
know that I must pass this test.

So, just pull the trigger

[sound of taking a breath]
[sound of pulling the trigger. Gun shot]

2010-06-24T03:02:00.000-07:00

but with you it doesnt

Everything He Needs... evinder already has it all!

2010-06-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
naaaah, well everygirl does... ; cute maybee?

2. Smart?
DON'T CARE

3. Preferred age?
not the same age as I am... maybe one or two years older

4. Preferred height?
Taller Than Me!

5. How about sense of humor?
Funny, sensitive, kind, LOVES ME!, treates my family right, (thinks my sis is cute) LOL

6. How about piercings?
no problem, eyebrow!... ear piercing's are hawt... ummm nothing gay thats for sure..

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Most definitely

8. Pink hair?
you stupid or something? nope... but you can get like highlights (brown... red) :)

9. Mushy or no?
ummmmm.......

10. Thin or fat?
anything.....

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
wtf, dun care... i've gone multicultural actually...

12. Long hair or short hair?
not too long, not too short, mohawks! and.... spiky hair.. ( dun really like the gel )

13. Plastic or metal?
i'l go blank!

14. Smells good?
Don't all guys do? its basically the deodorant! not the perfume!

15. Smoker?
hell no!

16. Drinker?
not an alcoholic, but its 50-50%

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
hmmm...hmmm...hmmmm .... its a closed topic

18. Muscular?
get buff if you want... or you can just watch that weight and stay safe

19. Plays piano?
not necessary though...

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
pretty please? with a cherry on the top... (reminds me of TOM)

21. Plays violin?
TOTALLY! i would love it.... but if you dont play anything then, its fine with me

22. Sings very good?
no need man... i find them cuter if they cant sing!

23. Vain?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ...... "he" is already!

24. With glasses?
ok sure?

25. With braces?
too nerdy.... but it'l be sexay!

26. Shy type?
most definitely nope...

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Bad boy 50% Good boy 30% and another 20% i dunnoeeee....

28. Active or passive?
Ditto! i'm 1/2

29. Tight or bomb?
tight

30. Singer or dancer?
DANCER OFCOURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never knew he could breakdance! sheesh!

31. stunner?
rum rum rummmmm

32. Hiphop?

100%

33. Earrings?

most-to-most 2 piercings!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriends-unil-you-drop?

huh??

35. Dimples?
hehehe... you noe the ones on the sides of the cheeks are really cute..but its ok....

36. Bookworm?
caaaaaan..... or cannot also sure!

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
awwwwwh.... its sweet

38. Playful?
at times.... but learn to get serious when its important..kayh?

39. Flirt?
yup

40. Poem writer?
not my type

41. Serious?
dont be tooooooooooooo into it...

42. Campus crush?
naaaaaah

43. Painter?
if you like it....

44. Religious?
believe in God! u wanna be religious...fine then! i'm cool.. ;)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
wth? no way man... except if its someone i HATE toooooo

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
duuuhhhhh

47. Speaks 20 languages?

thats crazy man... i'l be left out! ENGLISH would do!

48. Loyal or faithful?
both

49. good kisser
ALREADY IS A PERFECT KISSER!

50. loves children??
if you love my sister.... you'l get along great!

2010-06-22T08:29:00.001-07:00

I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME BABY
EVEN WHILE WRITING YOU A SONG

PLAYING SOMETHING THAT INDICATES YOU
or

SITTING LIKE THAT
AND WAITING FOR

YOUR CALL

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2010-06-22T08:17:00.000-07:00

I really mean it when I say I love You baby
even if its in Spanish, or French
you speak the language of my Heart and my Soul

What makes everything a memory
even if its so small
haha
me thinking about the Picture last time baby
while kissing in the rain
or like... when we used to walk round the park
or do stupid things in Jusco

un-forgettable
its like... everything is just mEaNt to be noe?

trust me...
i'm gonna be with you for life
EVEN IF ANYTHING HAPPENS BABY
i will never find any other guy that can replace you
you're perfect to me
everything I've ever wanted

2010-06-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

The moon shine's everyday for you, baby
ily <3

hey there, well today was an.. awesome day
had choir practice till 4.30pm

got some of my Pandu things settled..
another 5 more tags to do, omgosh
its hard work, serious shit ;)

owh yeah
I GOT MY SCIENCE PAPER TODAY
My First A for this term...
gonna get Accounts paper tomoro.. i hope.
gimme what I only studied my ass for! please! :)

hmmm...
spoke to baby just now
he said he wanna go sleepy sleep
hahahaha
b! get up laytah aye? me wanna call you noeeee....

omgosh, daddy's back
gtg before he.. Screammmmmmmssss!!

~xoxo~

Started when we were younger, you were mine!

2010-06-21T02:00:00.001-07:00

in a second, I'l be drifted away by your love, Sanity.. everything everlasting, just so perfect to be in your arms baby, owh, how I love the way you look at me
how you stare, how much I hate it, but I dont give a damn bout it
Just te be with you forever
takes my breath away

Evin Darling
I love you
everything about you, i like it, I love it

Talking on the phone, all day long
reminds me of all the things we used to do, hahaha it was funnay!

B, sometimes I wish there were memories
that could never fade
Pictures that couldn't have been taken but should still remain in our memories.. forever and ever!
the things we used to do...
Gives my heart the *boom*! ;P
Just like

Kissing In The Rain
God! i got screwed up like shit for getting so soaked like that! :)

Kissing in Public?
Its not like... obvious or anything but..
we're not ashamed of anything...

I just love you baby
I don't know why, but so much
Trust me, everything is gonna turn out right

NO CHEATING
nothing HURTfull Anymore
hehe ;)

lovieeeeeeee ~

2010-06-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
I was 11 i guess... yeah when i just turned 11...

Are you taken/single?
TAKEN ofcourse!

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
I was 14

Do you like anyone right now?
Already in Love, no need to like anyone else

Ever had your heartbroken?
yeah, a couple of times..

Miss anyone right now?
My Evinder Baby

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Evinder Baby

Last person to text you?
Roshan

Last person you saw?
My Grandmaaa

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"I'll call you back, k? ok buuuh-byeeeee " woot woot

Who is top in your top friends?
Sofea, Bernie, Esther, Francisca, Natasha, Rachelle, Jen Lee, Roshan, Anil

Why?
what sorta question is that man? seriously...
they just mean the world to me, that's just it! and I love them!

Who do you trust the most in your life?
Evinder Sayang

Who do you love most?
MY BABY OFCOURSE!!!!!! E V I N D E R ! ! !

Ever been in love?
I have been... N I still am.... and i'll always be in love with YOU baby....

Who has hurt you the most?
ermmm.... i've been hurt before.. but its forgiven and forgotten so no need! :)

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yeah yeah! like alot.... ummm i can't remember though

Are you happy?
100 %

How many good friends do you have?
everyone is ma good friend.. its just basically, if u aint good to me, I HATE YOU, aye?!

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
not some, well... ALOT!

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
nope, dont dream of eniways...

Ever been cheated on?
nope.. it better not happen!

Ever been told someone loved you?
ALL THE TIME! right baby?

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
I always do.... even to my parents... evinder sayang.. or my friends! I mean it, trust me!

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
yes yes yes yes yes yes.... X 1000000

What is your idea of true love?
its when you're able to mean it when U wanna say you LOVE someone..

Do you believe in love at first sight?
ofcourse...

Why or why not?
cause... my true love (evinder B) if basically all about love at first sight

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
well isn't it that? you're supposed to get to noe the person.. adleast for a few weeks... or months then FALL IN LOVE! otherwise... you're gonna LOVE then Fall!

Should people go to bars to find love?
wtf... thats stupid! cuz you're gonna like fall in love with some DRUNKEN IDIOT! lol
unless you take your friends there.... along with the one you love.. then it wont be a problem though! :0 hahah

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
probably....

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
nope.. I mean... frankly I do sometimes... but its just thought that counts.. dont matter what they buy actually...
EVEN A KISS WOULD DO!

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
GIVE AND TAKE

My Baby, everything you do... I'l be there!

2010-06-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

What is the love of your life's name?
Evinder Singh @ Baby Cockface

How did you meet?
His brother had a shop near my place, used to go there :)

What were your first thoughts?
" he got my number to play around or make a fool out of me... but he's cute... "

What/where was your first date?
well, our first date was in his bro's shop, not a date but... after school I'd go there.. hmmm usually watchin movies adn stuff like that in Jusco.. :)

How old were both of you?
I was 15 and he was 17

When did he/she meet your family?
my parents knew him... well but they officially met at mY Sweet 16... this year (2010)

What did your family think?
My parents, well not my dad but, the rest of my family says he's really good looking (LOL) ...my mom just hopes that well... he'l do good in life... other than that.. ther cool :)

When did he/she meet your friends?
the first that he met was.. Lisa.. cause she was the one followin me to his bro's shop all the time.. :) he met Sofea later, in Jusco.. :) the rest of them... when we go on our other dates... owh and in Church ;)

What did your friends think?
haha first thing is that.... Esther treats him like... an OLDER BROTHER... they get along so well... so too with my other frens... umm.. first.. i think some of them thought otherwise bout him..... some says he's HOT... some says he's CUTE and looks like SID from ICE AGE! (esther) yeah.... everyone says we look cute together...

Was it love at first sight?
Duhhhhhh .... wat else? for me...

Favorite thing about him?
His eyes! its just perfect.. so beautiful... His heart and smile that makes me love him even more and never less.... owh and... baby... I LOVE YOUR HAIR! :) he noe's how to treat me right... ( other than whn we argue )

Most annoying thing about him?
he can't stop talking.. hahah all the time.. :) its just so cute.. but when he gets all softie and manja around.. hahahaha....God knows.. but.. i like it, so no complains!

What makes you love him so much?
everthing about him... nothing more nothing less.. he's just gonna be mine forever, i love him!

Do you want to marry him?
is that even a question? OBVIOUSLY! i wanna spend the rest of my life with him man! u kiddin me! forever and ever, in his arms!

If you are married, how did you know they he's the one?
its just that I noe...baby noe's that too.., don't you B?! LIKE.. WHEN! ever I see him.. its like everything we do.. means the WORLD! its adrenaline that pushes through our hearts that means were meant to be... tsk tsk

Would you die for him?
anything for his life! i would sacrifice my life, anything I have... everything for you baby! (like you told me) live together... die together riteeees?!

Could you ever cheat on him?
I would say another guy is cute or hot... but I would never find anyone that could pull of everything like him... eventhough there were times things happen.. haha it wont happen again B trust me... ;)

Can you see yourself with him in 10 years?
yes yes yes yes.... I can picture it already... awwwwwh :) mwah mwah!

Labels: Love

when i was a little girl

2010-06-18T11:23:00.000-07:00

hahaha
i think I was like...3 years plus here... :)
dancing infront of my Grandma's

LOL
my eye's arent that BIG now
i was rather chubby

Only God wouls have known
that I would have started using POWDER so young

nude Droplet

2010-06-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

well just now, i was like looking around
on Miss Selfridge web page
something caught my eye

Roshan showed me this dress
omg
its just so beautiful
i should buy it though... after Christmas maybe
hope so....

i'm into flowy dresses though, just that
right now
for the SUC Teen's Night tomoro
i'm gonna like wear another Miss Selfridge dress
its black though
yeah

so ummmm
thats all i guess

see ya'l...
( i can't come for accounts tuition on Sunuday )
i think

toodles :)

2010-06-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

The truth hurts sometimes
But,
You just gotta bear with it

xoxo

2010-06-17T11:55:00.000-07:00

L O V E D R U N K

hehehehe

2010-06-17T11:41:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU

OMG
baby I love you so much
I just freaking LOVE you baby

i dunno why
I am so EMO
cuz
BLOODY HELL I WANTED MORE TIME JUST NOW

u just came to my houseeee....
took the things
then kISS KISS KISS KISS for like 5 seconds then you went!
thats all

hmmm
i dun like...
well... there's always Saturday!

2010-06-17T09:27:00.001-07:00

I remember
the moments we had baby
in the rain
in the park
in the darkness

everthing, just so perfect to spend those times with you baby
i loved it all
but, not when we fought
even at 4am in the morning.... i spared calling Soph

things that happened THREE times in a row
not worth it at all

but i loved all the happy things we did
the funny stuff

on the bike... (hahahahah)
you're bro's shop! omg
my birthday ( the last song )

hmmmm
i just miss you
can't wait to see you again baby
i love you B

evinder singh chin soon fat

Smile with a Grin, Laugh with a Cry

2010-06-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

when things go wrong sometimes
you tend to get all frustrated
and eventually take everything to a whole new degree
and figure out
that that wrong thing should go into your hand
solved by yourself with
a definite solution that may put you
and your heart in to SHIT

sometimes think before doing something
know of the consequences that you're going to face
lead your heart into the right path
know your standards
live everything lower than usual
start by saying you love your life more than yourself

Its no need of

EVERYTHING BRANDED!
EVERYTHING PERFECT!
EVERYTHING BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE!
EVERYTHING TO BRAG ABOUT!

dear friend,
even if you've got it all
maybe there is something there that you may not have
that other's already own for sooo sooo long

Friendship so true
Family full of life

just think of something that would bring meaning into your heart
think of others before yourself

you noe why?
simply because, I don't care what you have
I don't care what you don't wanna give...

just open your eyes
open your heart!
And Figure Yourself Out!

` XOXOXOXO `

2010-06-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

This, I wanna do... before I Die

2010-06-17T02:03:00.000-07:00

I wanna be in HIS arms, the day i'm gonna leave this world,,

The beach, all alone, enjoying the sound of the peacefull ocean!

The city of Paris, France..... up on the Eiffel Tower
listening to Sentimental Music

with YOU...

On an Island, Hawaii... enjoying the wind... the Waterfalls...

The History of Egypt
the ever-most amazing things you can ever find there... in Egypt...
among the pyramids and everything else...

Taj Mahal
its a little corny, cause probably everyone would love to go there...
but if you just appreciate it, the story, everything about it
Just So Beautiful

I just wish, hope, that someday, one day, I'l get my chance
to go, you noe.. to these places
with the one i LOVE especially

before i DIE
before i complete my DESTINY
everything
just to be there..... and end life, just like that!

2010-06-16T01:56:00.001-07:00

WENT TO PD

Family weekend together..
two days there
it was fun
LOL
emo ish

like there was this one part, at night
my mom's fren has an apartment there
so I was standing out her balcony
suddenly.. i realize the STARS n the sound of the ocean and all
really peacefull and like
something that i would really love to share with Evinder..

hahaha
hope it'l happen
cheeeese ;)

took lotsa pictures

with
Mum
Dad
Shayna
Aunty
Liem and Maya ( new frens )
LOL
it was fun..

pooopoooo monkey ;)

chippy bunny ( says esther )

2010-06-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

Moooviee Mania

2010-06-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET
PRINCE OF PERSIA

wow!
awesome combination of movies
its was awesome though

My Baby... sorta lied to mee.. and yeah i was SHOCKED!!
cuz he ws like not coming and all and suddenly he said he was coming and all yeah!
so i was like really happy and all yeah!

then then
the first movie was PRINCE OF PERSIA
I WATCHED THAT WITH

soph
bernie
natasha
francisca

NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET

Bloody scary movie man!

ok wait!

it wasn't that SCARY LA
!

but.... it was SHOCKING REALLY.. so yeah

then after the MOVIE!
me and the others waled around
Saw Elysia playing BOWLING...

after that

Me and Baby
went around....... walking
taking pictures and all

FUN FUN FUN
<3 <3 <3 <3

moments worth a lifetime

2010-06-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

This was at Ifrah's paarty
it was on the 5th June... yeah Saturday aye?
IT WAS
SHOCKING MAN!
seriously... alot of dudes and dudette's were there...
and like... wow!
ANIL! looked like he was out from this TSUNAMI or something man really
everyone had an awesome time
dancing... CAKE FIGHT! between Ifrah and Joy
lol
it was awesome Ifrah... Happy Birthday darling...
and not forgetthing... Roshan and Marya's techtonic dance thingi man
SHOCKING REALLY

MY NEW CONTACTS
Misty Grey
bought by Roshaniiieeeeee
ermm... was really fucked up scared to put it on...
and yeah
i did it eniways.. LOL
Thanks Roshan!

Ifrah's birthday present!
hope you liked it sayang!

xoxoxo

DANCING FIESTAAAAAH
my haaaaair
looks.... WOW
lol
Esther! don't look like herself
actually.... very un-exposive noe darling
you should EXPOSE MORE
hahahahah
well... she took it off eniways!

My Sweet Sixteen
it was awesome
we were JAMMIN afterrrrr theeee ULTIMATE DANCING CRAAAAAZE!

Once Upon a Strawberry Eclipse

2010-06-02T15:29:00.000-07:00

ONCE UPON A STRAWBERRY ECLIPSE

Has it ever occurred to you that basically most of the things that happen are like those... CRAZY stuff
well most of it... don't make sense.. and are so Un-Logic ! awesome eh?

Strawberry Eclipse

Eclipse... Next BoomBasher!

2010-06-02T15:23:00.000-07:00

This Movie
My Darling Jacob Black
well it said to be set out... in July was it?! not sure
Sophieeee and Frannie would noeee...
but yeah!
CAN'T WAIT

GUYS! up for the primere again! Just us Girls aye?! awesome...as usuall! out primere day out

TEAM JACOB!

Vanila Twilight

2010-06-02T15:18:00.000-07:00

Well Darling, as you knew that song that I played was specially For you!
Once of the worst things about it was that!
GOD! it was mother fucking hard to play.. and yeah
Most Owl City songs are really hard cuz like... the way he "plays" with the notes and makes it sound that heck beautiful so yeah.. well i like thought bout it.... cuz i was sorta talking to you! and to hear how much you like it.. i was like... OK THEN! SURE... WHY NOT! make it a SUPRISEEEE.....
Mwahahahahaahahahahaha

SUCCESS....total BULLS-EYE!!
well it worked out well... sortaaa... LOL
needs lil bittaaa touch up here and there... but it was ok.. well... i took like... 3 hours or something... and ALOT of practice.... so appreciate it !!!!

xoxoxoxo

~PS~
video will be posted... once its all done to perfection!

All I Have To Say

2010-05-31T03:29:00.000-07:00

THINGS THAT HAPPEN
MAKE ME FEEL SO MOTHER FUCKING FUCKED UP!

I JUST FEEL LIKE
THROWING MY FON AWAY
AND NOT HAVING ENITHING TO DO WITH ENIONE
OTHER THAN... MY BFF'S..FAMILY AND EVINDER!
GOD!

Like A Som Boe Deee !!!

2010-05-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

you remind me of everything i need ! all i ever wanted!

2010-05-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

Until the oceans all run dry

Until the stars fall from the sky

Even if words dont seem to rhyme

Ill be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun

Ill still believe you are the one

No matter what we're going through

I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all

I'll always catch you when you fall

And if the hard times get too much

I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

I dedicate my world

I dedicate my all

For every moment

Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch

Forevers not enough

I wanna hold on

I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

Age is Just A Number

2010-05-20T07:25:00.001-07:00

Eyes of Salvation

Tears of Sorrow

Words of Wisdom

Kiss of Victory

Smile of Happiness

Love Everlasting ! ! ! ! ! !

hey, its muah! again! well back here now... its like the 2oth of May rite? yeah! Just wanna wish a very Happy Birthday to my dear pal! HARISH! sweet 16 you go there... :)

yeah! today was an awful day! well, no one told me i had to do my English Oral presentation and i was like, so freaking blur and all... suddenly i tought of my Std 5 Public Speaking in-promptu speech and yeah!

" My Duties As A Pupil"

i noe! freaking lame shit yeah damn rite! :0

eniways... came back... cycled to the shop 2 go buy oranges to make mum and dad's Anniversary cake! ended up gettin SOCKED! wet! when i came home... it was raining like SHIT! and yeah! i got wet! (omg! i feel sick)

afterrrr that!.... talked to BAby Sayang! we sorta argued n yeah! LOL

that was pretty emotional and all... but it was ok then....

Roshannieeeee... DON'T EMO!

Sophieeeeee.... U SUPPOSED TO CALL ME SAYANG!!!!! wheereeee u! :( sobs!

tomoro's another day! in school aswell as in the bus... :)

and yeah.... can't wait for EXAM TO BE OVER!

I GET TO C MY BABY!!!!!!!!!! x o x o

well... Sonnie's out for now...

will be back

soon

for more... BLOGGGG -fied Idiots! Morons!

love you!

mwah

2010-05-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

BLOG UPDATED!!!!!!!!

When You're 16

2010-05-17T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today is My Birthday party!

7.30 pm!

well...lets start over by! saying!

I BOUGHT MY DRESS!

from Voir.

its like.... kinda ok la.. very flowy! and yeah! comfortable to dance in and everything! yeah

149.90 just for that LOL

thanks mom and dad!

k yeah so the party!

Francisca was the first one there! she came at like round 7.10 pm

and things were still setting up!

I was there though! hahahahahahahahah, yeah eniways so its was like... the music and all weren't set up yet cuz uncle Joe hadn't come

so we just waited! Francisca taught me how to play I GOTTA FEELING ! on the guitar!

so bloooody easy mannnn! LOL

rach came after that! then esther and the Guys started to come!

presents also started to barge in and out of my hands! WOW! more and more for me baby! LOL

then then then....

MESHA! called and called! she didnt noe the way! LOL

Arman brought two of his other freans whom i HAVE NO IDEA WHO!

lol

Then suddenly!

EVINDER SAYANG! CME!

every one shouted "sonia! sonia! WOOO HOOO "

i was like.... OMG SHUT UP!

then he came near me!

huged me and he put A RING ON MY FINGER

I WAS LIKE "WAT! OMG"

lol

then he went to his frens! awwwwwh!

i almost ter-nangis! LOL

pure silver (92.5)

I LOVE YOU BABY!

yeah eniways!

after dinner was dancing!

WOW! there was like a battle between girls and guys!

they said BEST GUY DANCER gets to KISS the brthday girl!

best GIRL dancer gets to KISS any guy! ahahahahahahahah

after that!

they played LOUD stuff!

everyone dance like shit! even me!

i was drinking like!! WOW! n that made me even crazier!

------ cutting cake-----

i made a speech after that!

and i was like.... lookin so stupid up there!

Roshan recorded me!

OMG

LOL

THEN THEN THEN

continued dancing... at first BOTH roshan and my baby! evin!

didnt wanna dance with me

i was sooooooo sad u noe!

but then Roshan danced with me!

to... ummmmm i can't remember what song

but i noe... me and my baby! danced to

Fire Burning

Baby

Ennie MEENIE! lol

and the final song! (ALL THE RIGHT MOVES)

omg! i juts loved that night!

he kissed me after tat! :D

n my cousing actually told me to go dance with him!

and they'l cover up for me!

WOW

MY AUNT kept asking me which one was he! and so dod my grand ma and my mom! LOL

i introduced him to them! hahahahahaha

evinder darling! i love you!

Sophieee! thanks for helping me during my marah time! LOL

ESTHER! DANCE PSYCO PARTNER! LOL

yeah then then!

was the present opening time!

i just loved all my presents!

CLOTHES

MONEY

iPOD

NECKLACES!

MILO & ROTA

RING!!!!!!

TOKIO HOTEL STUFFF!!!!! OMG!!!!!

and! MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! (thanks mom and dad)

thanks alot everyone FOR COMING!

especially to the BESTEST BEST FRIENDS OF MINE! (u noe yurselves)

and MY BABY!

for coming!

mwah mwah mwah!

NEXT PARTY!

21st BIRTHDAY aiteee?! LOL

yeah!

YEAR: 2015

Something that's More than A Passion!

2010-05-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

In Charge Of Eye Liner (aly! no pictureee)

The Whole Team after announcing us Champion! (outside the school)

Soprano One ! ( with Leek Yin and Jessamine )

Today was an Awesome day!

well first lets talk bout Choir!

January was the Choir Form One Auditions!

so many interesting voices to hear

everywhere, we found our Alto's, Sop 2's and Sop 1's

after last years AGM

we had been appointed committee, that really was amazing and lovable

Jessamine as our President

Tay Li Wern as our Asst President

Winnie : Secretary

Francisca (mancis) the Asst Secretary

Joann chosen as the Asst Treasurer

and ummm

ME! as the Head Voice Trainer

Denise,Rachel,Tay Li Wern, Michele, Aly,Hui Min were the others

Leek Yin as our one and only PIANIST!

wow! such a great..... feeling! that were all together!

so yeah!

after the Choir auditions...

In February came along the Competition Auditions!

wow! so mannnny! to choose froM!

CAME OUT THAT!

we choose the BEST of the lot!

all 36 members!

training!

scolding!

correcting!

MORE SCOLDING!

CRYING!

performances! that became such a tragedy!

comments from everyone, everywhere!

OH MY GOSH!

things were becoming different! bad! everything seemed so useless!

TILL!

GOD HELPED US SO MUCH! THANK YOU!

its like... already! gonna be May and not even all the songs were completed!

COMPETITION IN! 15 DAYS!

actions! dynamics! tempo!

its like... our very own Miracle of SMK Puteri!

how much we prayed that we wont let OURSELVES DOWN! this year!

THIS YEAR!

WE! GO to Nationals! we beat them Chan Hwa!

we can do it!

and!

here came the moment of truth!

8 minutes only!

8 minutes of truth!

Bukit Mewah and ACS were Good!

everyone cried!

when the MC said that

WE'RE THE CHAMPION!

WOW!

TLW! said she's so proud of us! that was touching and so OMG!

i just LOVE choir!

everything about it

The Members

the songs!

the PIANO! the EVERYTHING else!

hahahaha

No Music! No Life

2010-05-09T06:14:00.001-07:00

HAIR IS THE GIFT OF LIFE

We are The World

2010-05-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

its the case of POLITICIZATION

its the case of RACISM

its the case of DEMOCRACY

its the case of ANTI UNITY

where iS the LOVE!

2010-05-07T02:50:00.000-07:00

I'M SO GLAD! WE'RE OK NOW

I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!

I'M DONE

peace out!

~evinder singh~

2010-05-06T00:33:00.001-07:00

BABY! I NOE

that there would have been so much that you hve read!

but pleaseeee just let me say one thing

I'M SO SORRY TO HAVE TREATED YOU LIKE THAT

YOU DONT HAVE TO FORGIVE ME

BUT

ALWAYS REMEMBER EVINDER SAYANG

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

New Picturessssssss!

2010-05-05T04:33:00.001-07:00

2010-05-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

Thinking About You is Like Dying but, Still Breathing!

Sonnie LOVES You Tom Kaulitz

************************************

H U M A N O I D

2010-05-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

Monsoon In German! dedicated to Bernie Ho!

Thinking about you! is like Dying but still breathing!

2010-05-02T06:15:00.001-07:00

Tom Kaulitz!

om gosH!

I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!

its like yur an addiction and yeah its like

everything is just like

wait not is, everything like! just ended like that yesterday and WOW! the look on your face the love in your eyes is just so indulging for me and too difficult to forget! seriously.. its like as if i am... lost! in some world when i look at you!

I know.. i'm being such an ass cuz its like..

i hve 100% no way to EVER! EVER! touch your hand or even have a proper conversation with you

i'm JUST A FAN riteeee....

right now... this very moment!

I'm listening to WORLD BEHIND MY WALL

and GOD knows how much I'M CRYING! just imagining myself at the concert again! LOOKING AT YOU! THE WHOLE NIGHT! JUST STARING AT YOU

ITS HARD TO STOP!

YOU'RE LIKE A DRUG TO ME!

its cle' shay but i dont give a fuck about it man!

Tom Darling...

thinking about chasing my dreams.. makes me un-easy!

you're my inspiration..

TOKIO HOTEL! you guys inspire me to make me go

"ON AND ON AND ON!"

and its like... The Pain of Love that will last forever!

and the time when

i feel so so so happy and hurt that i cant control my fears and feelings about anything! now! its like... so so so hard for me!!

Pleaseeee... show me a sign!

how much i prayed that you will come and you guys did!

NOW ITS YUR TURN!

Hopes that i will reach my destiny!

and maybe someday somehow! I'L C U GUYS LIVE AND FACE-TO-FACE AGAIN!

Automatically

Systematically

Traumatically

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

xoxo TOM KAULITZ

sonnieasherbrookekaulitz

2010-05-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

REMINISCING!!

here are some of the pix from the concert!

bill darling

my baby forever and ever

they autographed my CD

Tom and Bill's present from B and mE

2010-05-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

The most Fucking-est Day of my Life!

we'll today was Tokio Hotel's concert! and yeah no worries...

the whole story will be like posted real soon but but

lemme give you like a synopsis of the emm effing night and! day! that i had

with

Bernie "bill" Kaulitz

Sophie "georg: Kaulitz

Sonnie Asher "Tom" Kaulitz

oh my gosh!

11.30am!

Autograph session

and we were late but evemtually

and literally honestly speaking

I've never ran that! fast! in whole entire life

seriously

we ran so fast to catch them.... signing peoples cd's and everything on STAGE!

as soon as i saw! TOKIO HOTEL!

THERE!

I JUST SCREAMED!!!!!

SO DAMN LOUD!

i've never ever though i would do like such a thing...

eniways...

me,bernie and soph

we almost UP for them to sign our BEAUTIFUL CD's

owh! and did i forget to Mention that...

Bernie bought BILL A BRACELET

I bought TOM A BRACELET

The bracelet carved their names on silver beads... and yeah

i sanggup sell cupcakes in school

just for my Darling Kaulitz!!

yeah well....

it was our turn up...and OMG!!!!

as soon as i saw BILL

I kust burst out CRYING! So did Bernie..she cried like shit as well...

i wouldn blame myself...

yeah

i looked at Bill... he said///

"hey..." Then he signed my CD... and smiled at me...

then OMG it was like...

TOM's turn!!!

SHIT!

he smiled at me... FUCKING HOT!! OMG!

and he signed my CD...

and yeah..... I GAVE HIM THE BRACELET!

AND HE SAID... " oh thank you...he smiled...said bye..." OMG!!!!

i DIDNT STOP CRYING CAUSE I DIDNT BELIEVE! IT HAPPENED!!!! OMGOSH!!!

one more thing! before i forget!!

BILL AND TOM

WORE THE BRACELETS!

DURING THE CONCERT!

I noticed it... and So did Bernie... cause

OMG!

we were standing right infront...

but like.... on the towards towards Left side..

and that was the side that..BILL AND TOM! came to the most!

.............................

TOM KAULITZ

BILL KAULITZ

GUSTAV SCHAFER

GEORG LISTING

SONNIE LOVES YOU

CAN'T WAIT FOR

MTV! TOKIO HOTEL IN MALAYSIA! AGAIN!

OM GOSH!

Here Without You 3 Doors Down by Sonnie

2010-04-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

2010-04-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

DON'T WORRY I'L MISS YOU TOO

2010-04-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

STOP BEING EMO

ITS NOT GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH

Autographs and so much Hotness!

2010-04-26T20:19:00.000-07:00

This is like... one of some of the letters written by TH! and yeah OMG

check this out!

this Saturday! not only Me Bernass and Soph getta see them perform LIVE!

there is a emmm-effing! Autograph Session!

like serious shit! bernie saw it on Twitter!

OMFG

which means!

Oh My Freaking Gosh!

damn damn damn!

shit shit shit

fuc* fuc* fuc*

OMG OMG OMG

bill bill bill

tom tom tom

gustav gustav gustav

georg georg georg

damn! its gonna be exciting! and yeah the best part is!

we might even get to maybeeee Shake Hands with! THEM! omg

i might just freeze and start crying! omg

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

yeah man!

xoxoxoxo

Today... Accents Day

2010-04-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

today was Accents tuition at Mr Poon's from 12.30 to 2

so Roshannie was there

and yeah

it was really funny...you noe what i mean

and yeah

now i'm gonna be coming for ACCENTS very sUnday! omg

hahahahahaha

EXCITING NOE!

lol

and yeah

was talking to Guy Williams just now

and he's like

asking ppl who wanna form a band and those who are gonna be commited like serious about it

so i told him bout... all of us

drums guitar vocals keyboard EVERYTHING!

BOUT ALL OF US GUYS!

omg

if we create a BAND! SHIT!

awesome!

Songs that remind me of my darlings!

2010-04-23T17:47:00.000-07:00

Sophiee Darling Bum: Lovedrunk ~ Boys Like Girls

Evinder Baby Bum: Be With You / Beautiful ~ Akon

Esther Pati Bum: Baby ~ Justin Beiber

Berniee Bernass Bum: Automatic ~ Tokio Hotel

Natty Batty Bumm: Simpsons Theme Song (LOL)

Franny Mancis Bum: Fireflies ~ Owl City

Kishannn Epic Bum: Love is a Lie ~ Simple Plan

Roshannie Bum: Rude Boy ~ Rihanna

wake up in the morning

2010-04-23T17:30:00.000-07:00

its 5.30 am

i'm blogging

actually its 6.30

but i woke up at 5.30 so its considered the same thing..LOL

just a fucking hour difference, nothing matters anyways

so yeah

i had 15 miss calls

9 from Roshan

and the rest from Sophie

yeah

GODknows how many messaged i had

Soph had something going on

but i cant say what

Roshan called me cuz i was supposed to wake up to call evinder and go study

but i didnt wake up

eniways

I was talking to Soph for like an hour i think

from like 5.30 till 6 something

then i gaduh with evinder cuz i tak panggil him last night then everything was okay leeeh

ermmmm

did i mention that

i slept at 6.30 in the evening last night

so i kinda like

woke up early cuz of that

LOL!

hahahahahaha

yeah eniways....

roshan called after that

before he went to school and yeah

me and my sister was partay'ing on my bed from 6 something

to TOKIO HOTEL'S NOISE!

PHEWYOOOH!

hahaha

fun fun fun fun

yeap

now... its 8.41

i'm sleepy

been awake and online since 6.30

damn damn damn

peace out homies

2010-04-23T02:07:00.001-07:00

LIFE IS SO DEPRESSING

babayh!

2010-04-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

Tomoro after sooo long

'm gonna see my BABYEH! Evinder!

i miss him like shit

and yeah omg

2 hours!

not enough but.... its not too bad! XD

love you baby!

omg! i hear Zoom in tO me!

phuyooooh!