All I Have To Say

THINGS THAT HAPPEN
MAKE ME FEEL SO MOTHER FUCKING FUCKED UP!

I JUST FEEL LIKE
THROWING MY FON AWAY
AND NOT HAVING ENITHING TO DO WITH ENIONE
OTHER THAN... MY BFF'S..FAMILY AND EVINDER!
GOD!

Like A Som Boe Deee !!!

you remind me of everything i need ! all i ever wanted!

Until the oceans all run dry

Until the stars fall from the sky

Even if words dont seem to rhyme

Ill be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun

Ill still believe you are the one

No matter what we're going through

I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all

I'll always catch you when you fall

And if the hard times get too much

I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

I dedicate my world

I dedicate my all

For every moment

Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch

Forevers not enough

I wanna hold on

I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade

I swear to you my soul always

It isnt hard to understand

You're making me a better man

It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

Age is Just A Number

Eyes of Salvation

Tears of Sorrow

Words of Wisdom

Kiss of Victory

Smile of Happiness

Love Everlasting ! ! ! ! ! !

hey, its muah! again! well back here now... its like the 2oth of May rite? yeah! Just wanna wish a very Happy Birthday to my dear pal! HARISH! sweet 16 you go there... :)

yeah! today was an awful day! well, no one told me i had to do my English Oral presentation and i was like, so freaking blur and all... suddenly i tought of my Std 5 Public Speaking in-promptu speech and yeah!

" My Duties As A Pupil"

i noe! freaking lame shit yeah damn rite! :0

eniways... came back... cycled to the shop 2 go buy oranges to make mum and dad's Anniversary cake! ended up gettin SOCKED! wet! when i came home... it was raining like SHIT! and yeah! i got wet! (omg! i feel sick)

afterrrr that!.... talked to BAby Sayang! we sorta argued n yeah! LOL

that was pretty emotional and all... but it was ok then....

Roshannieeeee... DON'T EMO!

Sophieeeeee.... U SUPPOSED TO CALL ME SAYANG!!!!! wheereeee u! :( sobs!

tomoro's another day! in school aswell as in the bus... :)

and yeah.... can't wait for EXAM TO BE OVER!

I GET TO C MY BABY!!!!!!!!!! x o x o

well... Sonnie's out for now...

will be back

soon

for more... BLOGGGG -fied Idiots! Morons!

love you!

mwah

BLOG UPDATED!!!!!!!!

When You're 16

Today is My Birthday party!

7.30 pm!

well...lets start over by! saying!

I BOUGHT MY DRESS!

from Voir.

its like.... kinda ok la.. very flowy! and yeah! comfortable to dance in and everything! yeah

149.90 just for that LOL

thanks mom and dad!

k yeah so the party!

Francisca was the first one there! she came at like round 7.10 pm

and things were still setting up!

I was there though! hahahahahahahahah, yeah eniways so its was like... the music and all weren't set up yet cuz uncle Joe hadn't come

so we just waited! Francisca taught me how to play I GOTTA FEELING ! on the guitar!

so bloooody easy mannnn! LOL

rach came after that! then esther and the Guys started to come!

presents also started to barge in and out of my hands! WOW! more and more for me baby! LOL

then then then....

MESHA! called and called! she didnt noe the way! LOL

Arman brought two of his other freans whom i HAVE NO IDEA WHO!

lol

Then suddenly!

EVINDER SAYANG! CME!

every one shouted "sonia! sonia! WOOO HOOO "

i was like.... OMG SHUT UP!

then he came near me!

huged me and he put A RING ON MY FINGER

I WAS LIKE "WAT! OMG"

lol

then he went to his frens! awwwwwh!

i almost ter-nangis! LOL

pure silver (92.5)

I LOVE YOU BABY!

yeah eniways!

after dinner was dancing!

WOW! there was like a battle between girls and guys!

they said BEST GUY DANCER gets to KISS the brthday girl!

best GIRL dancer gets to KISS any guy! ahahahahahahahah

:)

after that!

they played LOUD stuff!

everyone dance like shit! even me!

i was drinking like!! WOW! n that made me even crazier!

------ cutting cake-----

i made a speech after that!

and i was like.... lookin so stupid up there!

Roshan recorded me!

OMG

LOL

THEN THEN THEN

continued dancing... at first BOTH roshan and my baby! evin!

didnt wanna dance with me

i was sooooooo sad u noe!

but then Roshan danced with me!

to... ummmmm i can't remember what song

but i noe... me and my baby! danced to

Fire Burning

Baby

Ennie MEENIE! lol

and the final song! (ALL THE RIGHT MOVES)

omg! i juts loved that night!

he kissed me after tat! :D

n my cousing actually told me to go dance with him!

and they'l cover up for me!

WOW

MY AUNT kept asking me which one was he! and so dod my grand ma and my mom! LOL

i introduced him to them! hahahahahaha

evinder darling! i love you!

Sophieee! thanks for helping me during my marah time! LOL

ESTHER! DANCE PSYCO PARTNER! LOL

yeah then then!

was the present opening time!

i just loved all my presents!

CLOTHES

MONEY

iPOD

NECKLACES!

MILO & ROTA

RING!!!!!!

TOKIO HOTEL STUFFF!!!!! OMG!!!!!

and! MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! (thanks mom and dad)

thanks alot everyone FOR COMING!

especially to the BESTEST BEST FRIENDS OF MINE! (u noe yurselves)

and MY BABY!

for coming!

mwah mwah mwah!

NEXT PARTY!

21st BIRTHDAY aiteee?! LOL

yeah!

YEAR: 2015

Something that's More than A Passion!

In Charge Of Eye Liner (aly! no pictureee)

The Whole Team after announcing us Champion! (outside the school)

Soprano One ! ( with Leek Yin and Jessamine )

Today was an Awesome day!

well first lets talk bout Choir!

January was the Choir Form One Auditions!

so many interesting voices to hear

everywhere, we found our Alto's, Sop 2's and Sop 1's

after last years AGM

we had been appointed committee, that really was amazing and lovable

Jessamine as our President

Tay Li Wern as our Asst President

Winnie : Secretary

Francisca (mancis) the Asst Secretary

Joann chosen as the Asst Treasurer

and ummm

ME! as the Head Voice Trainer

Denise,Rachel,Tay Li Wern, Michele, Aly,Hui Min were the others

Leek Yin as our one and only PIANIST!

wow! such a great..... feeling! that were all together!

so yeah!

after the Choir auditions...

In February came along the Competition Auditions!

wow! so mannnny! to choose froM!

CAME OUT THAT!

we choose the BEST of the lot!

all 36 members!

training!

scolding!

correcting!

MORE SCOLDING!

CRYING!

performances! that became such a tragedy!

comments from everyone, everywhere!

OH MY GOSH!

things were becoming different! bad! everything seemed so useless!

TILL!

GOD HELPED US SO MUCH! THANK YOU!

its like... already! gonna be May and not even all the songs were completed!

COMPETITION IN! 15 DAYS!

actions! dynamics! tempo!

its like... our very own Miracle of SMK Puteri!

how much we prayed that we wont let OURSELVES DOWN! this year!

THIS YEAR!

WE! GO to Nationals! we beat them Chan Hwa!

we can do it!

and!

here came the moment of truth!

8 minutes only!

8 minutes of truth!

Bukit Mewah and ACS were Good!

everyone cried!

when the MC said that

WE'RE THE CHAMPION!

WOW!

TLW! said she's so proud of us! that was touching and so OMG!

i just LOVE choir!

everything about it

The Members

the songs!

the PIANO! the EVERYTHING else!

hahahaha

:)

No Music! No Life

HAIR IS THE GIFT OF LIFE

We are The World

its the case of POLITICIZATION

its the case of RACISM

its the case of DEMOCRACY

its the case of ANTI UNITY

where iS the LOVE!

I'M SO GLAD! WE'RE OK NOW

I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE!

I'M DONE

peace out!

~evinder singh~

BABY! I NOE

that there would have been so much that you hve read!

but pleaseeee just let me say one thing

I'M SO SORRY TO HAVE TREATED YOU LIKE THAT

YOU DONT HAVE TO FORGIVE ME

BUT

ALWAYS REMEMBER EVINDER SAYANG

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

New Picturessssssss!

Thinking About You is Like Dying but, Still Breathing!

Sonnie LOVES You Tom Kaulitz

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H U M A N O I D

Monsoon In German! dedicated to Bernie Ho!

Thinking about you! is like Dying but still breathing!

Tom Kaulitz!

om gosH!

I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU!

its like yur an addiction and yeah its like

everything is just like

wait not is, everything like! just ended like that yesterday and WOW! the look on your face the love in your eyes is just so indulging for me and too difficult to forget! seriously.. its like as if i am... lost! in some world when i look at you!

I know.. i'm being such an ass cuz its like..

i hve 100% no way to EVER! EVER! touch your hand or even have a proper conversation with you

i'm JUST A FAN riteeee....

right now... this very moment!

I'm listening to WORLD BEHIND MY WALL

and GOD knows how much I'M CRYING! just imagining myself at the concert again! LOOKING AT YOU! THE WHOLE NIGHT! JUST STARING AT YOU

ITS HARD TO STOP!

YOU'RE LIKE A DRUG TO ME!

its cle' shay but i dont give a fuck about it man!

Tom Darling...

thinking about chasing my dreams.. makes me un-easy!

you're my inspiration..

TOKIO HOTEL! you guys inspire me to make me go

"ON AND ON AND ON!"

and its like... The Pain of Love that will last forever!

and the time when

i feel so so so happy and hurt that i cant control my fears and feelings about anything! now! its like... so so so hard for me!!

Pleaseeee... show me a sign!

how much i prayed that you will come and you guys did!

NOW ITS YUR TURN!

Hopes that i will reach my destiny!

and maybe someday somehow! I'L C U GUYS LIVE AND FACE-TO-FACE AGAIN!

Automatically

Systematically

Traumatically

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

xoxo TOM KAULITZ

sonnieasherbrookekaulitz

REMINISCING!!

here are some of the pix from the concert!

bill darling

my baby forever and ever

they autographed my CD

Tom and Bill's present from B and mE

The most Fucking-est Day of my Life!

we'll today was Tokio Hotel's concert! and yeah no worries...

the whole story will be like posted real soon but but

lemme give you like a synopsis of the emm effing night and! day! that i had

with

Bernie "bill" Kaulitz

Sophie "georg: Kaulitz

Sonnie Asher "Tom" Kaulitz

oh my gosh!

11.30am!

Autograph session

and we were late but evemtually

and literally honestly speaking

I've never ran that! fast! in whole entire life

seriously

we ran so fast to catch them.... signing peoples cd's and everything on STAGE!

as soon as i saw! TOKIO HOTEL!

THERE!

I JUST SCREAMED!!!!!

SO DAMN LOUD!

i've never ever though i would do like such a thing...

eniways...

me,bernie and soph

we almost UP for them to sign our BEAUTIFUL CD's

owh! and did i forget to Mention that...

Bernie bought BILL A BRACELET

I bought TOM A BRACELET

The bracelet carved their names on silver beads... and yeah

i sanggup sell cupcakes in school

just for my Darling Kaulitz!!

XD

yeah well....

it was our turn up...and OMG!!!!

as soon as i saw BILL

I kust burst out CRYING! So did Bernie..she cried like shit as well...

i wouldn blame myself...

yeah

i looked at Bill... he said///

"hey..." Then he signed my CD... and smiled at me...

then OMG it was like...

TOM's turn!!!

SHIT!

he smiled at me... FUCKING HOT!! OMG!

and he signed my CD...

and yeah..... I GAVE HIM THE BRACELET!

AND HE SAID... " oh thank you...he smiled...said bye..." OMG!!!!

i DIDNT STOP CRYING CAUSE I DIDNT BELIEVE! IT HAPPENED!!!! OMGOSH!!!

one more thing! before i forget!!

BILL AND TOM

WORE THE BRACELETS!

DURING THE CONCERT!

I noticed it... and So did Bernie... cause

OMG!

we were standing right infront...

but like.... on the towards towards Left side..

and that was the side that..BILL AND TOM! came to the most!

.............................

TOM KAULITZ

BILL KAULITZ

GUSTAV SCHAFER

GEORG LISTING

SONNIE LOVES YOU

CAN'T WAIT FOR

MTV! TOKIO HOTEL IN MALAYSIA! AGAIN!

OM GOSH!